Scruffpuppie – wondering how lyrics

Apple cores, unholy chores
I have to raise my voice to speak
My thoughts got bad, I dropped the bag with eggshells cracked
I know I lack all that you need
I cannot breathe, my lungs are filled with smoke from trees
So you tell me I need to leave
And I did
And now I’m wondering how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I’m running circles, bowing down
But I’m still fucking wondering how

Broken bones and heart-shaped stones
They block my road the way to home
The hedges trimmed, the blades just skimmed
Above my head, I lay in bed
The ceiling stares into my soul
I didn’t wanna have to go
You forced my hand
And we’ve found land
But now I’m scared
And still wondering how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I’m running circles, bowing down
But I’m still fucking wondering how

And I’m still fucking wondering how
And I’m still fucking wondering how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I’m running circles, bowing down
But I’m still fucking wondering how

The snow will stick upon the ground
The sky got dark from all the clouds
It’s getting cold, I say out loud
That I’m still fucking wondering how